taken on saturday.
I feel as though I'm crazy. I don't even know who I am now. For the past 14years, I wasn't like this. I was cheerful, optimistic, and my self-esteem wasn't this fucking low. I know how to brace myself up, I know how to accept the reality and face the problem. Now? I just want to breakdown and escape from everything. I am a big fat ugly loser piece of shit.